It's your call


This letter belongs to L. L.

After so many years, after I tired so hard to remove you from my dreams,
Cruelly, I deleted you number from my phone book again, the second time I did it.
I know this is best for me.
You just want to be friends, but I can't see you walking on the red carpet and still smiling,
I am selfish,
I don't want to be a replacement,
the only thing connects us is the short time passion,
I am conflicting,

" You can still be friends."
"I don't love you anymore, I told myself.
Which part of you attracts me, none
you are just a spoiled kido

"Wake up, you won't see him next time."
I realize, I won't see him again for a long time,
This is not a game, this is the life that I choose,
suffering, conflicting, all the controdictory....
on live.