Fading Relationship

Just realize that E never says anythingk pretty about me..I feel myself worthless..And I know I am not. How stupid i am, don't need to waste time with him.
Something he said on the MSN really pissed me off, saying I have no job, no money and no boyfriend..It's totally no respect to a girl.

ps.Listening to music from media player, hate need to open the window if i need to skip the song, miss the quick button Jonas made for me, just a simple touch.

Went for an interview for a Sales Assistant/Admin at Motorola today. It's a contractor position.
Advantages:
1. Good money: at least 30.000 up.
2. Big name, sounds nice on the CV
3. Good location:going to pubs and tjhe dancing school easily.

Disadvantage:
1. he explaned that this is a no english job.maybe only for writing
2. He said that i am over-qualified.
3. sounds a boring job, lots of Excel forms. *I don't like it.
4. job responsibilities: work out with underneath contractors, assisting their needs, provide some statistical numbers. Logistic part..

Should I comproise? Is this the job I can do? I can do good in this job? What is the future about it, What can I learn from this?
Retail logistic, communication, admin skills..