Living Mall


Went to Party Room in Living Mall last night with E, his ex and two of his friends. I didn't like the electronic musuc, in the begining didn't have fun at all.
They have another room to play Rap muisc, sometimes is good, sometimes not.
Met a American guy from New York called Scott, it's ok..Not a good dancer, I like dancers..
Wondering one day that i can do so much on the stage..That'd be wonderful.
It's time to go out and stoping lock myself in this little room, it's not fair. Don't pity yourself again and again.
I am attracted by kind of guy that he is always the spot light of the crowed, energetic, leader kind.. sociable to friends.. I think that this is my idea boyfriend type, shame that i can't attract a guy like that.
From my experience, maybe that I am not fit for this kind of guy..Most of time I am a loser. just for this case.
I am still take care of myself well, at least I am doing..always makes yourself looking gorgous,
I miss Barbara, she can always gives me support. Dun't know what am i doing in Taiwan, wasting my time, or being with my family? Even I went to UK, so what..Jonas is not there for me anymore, he needs some time to be alone, and i will not go to disture him.
What's left in England for me? My sweet memory...the time that I was glorying myself. I will calll it.