Am I being a bitch now? Thinking one man to another,
Shit..I hate it..
Something I just can't get over it, why? Putting yourself in this hell,
Of course I can do it, to finish with him,
wound't put my name online, cos he will see my name,
you coward, like you said to him,
you are not wothy to face what you love,
am I, do I, or did I ?


L.L put my letters on his blog, I sent him this birthday gift this year April:http://spaces.msn.com/members/leonliang/PersonalSpace.aspx?owner=1

He wrote:

時光隧道
打開你的生日禮物 時光隧道重現螢幕
翻開頁頁泛黃事物 過往雲煙瀝瀝在目
撕開我第一封情書 字跡內容我還清楚
OH! GOD ! IT's MY FirST LoVe!

羞澀的情感 青澀的容顏
我們是否都已遺忘了 遺忘了曾經有懵懂的一面
漫長的時間 遙遠的空間
我們卻都已經改變了 改變了曾經單純無辜的臉

昨日雖然無法再重現 至少你曾在我生命中出現
破鏡雖然不能再重圓 至少你曾和我結過一段緣

緣起了 緣滅了 斷了的弦就斷了
遺忘了 失去了 人事早已全非了
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Leon:
There's something to remember that I have camed it for more than 10 years.
I was struggling about this but I thought -- I will be relieved after today.
I still love you and that's why I can't see you~
Relax ~ & Cheers .

[ L.C. May 20 05]

Face it and please joke about it..Lois, don't do this anymore. Silly!!