Roxy VS. Conquer

Went to Roxy with E last night...OOOOOOOOOOOOOOh, it's so fun.....and I was so high..We met a Scootish guy called David, his ex-girlfriend was working the the bar, so he could get free takila shot all the time-he claimed that he was trying to pay...Anyway, I had tree shot and one bottle of Heineken, some beers from E. I love scottish accent...reminds me England..and the Suyway-Mike....I was so high with the music-Madana's new song, Hung up.....I got so drunk....we left around 230am..I stayed with E.... You know what happened later...
This morning I got up and just knew that I couldn't go to TWC's job,,,,writing a email saying that iwas sick to the company...of course ...they didnt' receive that and they called me about 9am...pretending again that i am so sick......,,,bad girl....I don't really mind cos this job is not money...I won't get my this thursday's paycheck..I guess...

I feel that I am done with E...We are totally different from each other, from different world.
I am free now...letting my mind out of boundary of relationship....I am free from E...I don't lock myself in this narrow room....Although there are someting we didn't say or mention to each other. There are something you just dont' say...keep it in your heart...and there is nothing to go further..We don't have lots common subject...It happened to fast and will gone with winds.....
Now I can not to think about E, after observing him for all day long. He seems to have hard time with his girlfriend, they got an arguement over the MSN..Most of things he does is chatting on-line.Maybe it's weekend, so he doesn't use his brain.
Allow me to introduce my Mr.E.
He used to stay on the island for quite a while, not too bad English..having a broken family, always alone, was in the gangs when he was small. So he knows lots BRO. Having some scars from flghts.. Got some leadership character, shame doesn't know how to use it..He got potential to make something or become someone..I believe, but he has to know himslef better..
His appartment was so messy, I think this is the reason that I wanted to go home..This place is like a shelter( It's not that bad, but in the middle) I admmit that boy's room is not tidy, but his place doesnt' have the home feeling. Maybe for him, it's not so important..I just there is something missing..
I do not think that he likes me. His affair is finished.