Tonight is terrible..got a email from my ex, begging me not visit his house this Christmas.
I didn't even really plan to go, I was only express my excitement with our common friends.
Why it becomes like this. I didn't do anything wrong to him, why he treats me like a stranger.
He describes"ok, so I don't thik it's a good idea you come to XXX for Christmas this year, maybe next year or so, please" What the fuck is that, ( forgive me language)
After this I wrote three emails to him, express how unhappy I was, saying he broke my heart. He did. I was crying when I read the sentence..Every woman will do so. He is distoty part by part my memory in England. I want to keep it happy ending. I will get over it and start again, but you know this is so hard.
I miss him. I want to have relationship now. I need to love and to be loved.
I am not happy at all, I got long face all the time.
please who can come to save me?