11.01.03 Jeffery left

Today Jeffery left. We (wen-ching, kelly and her boyfriend arrived the airport around 9 am). However, his leggage was check by the security nearly 40 minutes. Maybe because of the PS2.

We, therefore, had only 10 mins to say goodbye. What a short time. At the moment, I feel little bit sad. But I counld control. Now, however, I had cried several times. I think I do love him. I feel so lonely without him. Nobody here laugts with me and does things with me. I wish he was here. He is not gone yet. He knew, he finished the degree earlier than me. He meant itleave me along in theUK.

I know he loves me, but why he left without me. I am sad. When James called me, he made me thinking of Jeffery and I nearly cried. This is a lesson to teach me treasure the man you have and let me understant do I love Jeffery or not or I just gey used to with him.

I really want himn to be with me. Think this, he is one holiday, will be back in 3 months. He said that he will be back in May. I really hope so.