20. June.02 Sunny day

This is the moment I feel I'm not a live. Not alive but have no purpose. This afternoon you watched Ally Mcbeal, what do you feel about it. Ally falls in love with a 18-years-old boy. But is the end? She said no to the boy. Why? They even had the same dreams.
Because of the age diference? In America this kind of problem shouldn't be a problem, why they stopped, Because they all knew, they have no future?